Dominik Baer ♥

A musician I got to know when I went to a concert in Heidelberg with Julia!

Loving his music and the art of his wife Anna!

Check this little Video out if you need something new on your ears while not wanting to hear about corona!

Click here


Warum wird dir Werbung auf meiner Seite angezeigt?

Das ist immer die Frage, die man oft auf Blogs oder anderen Seiten sieht.


Warum also auch bei mir, wenn ich doch unabhängig sein möchte.



Um unabhängig zu sein, muss man auch manchmal erstmal in den sauren Apfel beißen, scheiße fressen, und fehler machen. Um aus ihnen heraus zu lernen.


Willst du keine Werbung bei mir sehen?

Willst du wissen wie du die los wirst?

Es gibt Möglichkeiten.

Du kommst erst gar nicht auf meine Seite oder du unterstützt mich. 🙂

Aber wie, wirst du vielleicht fragen?
Hiermit zum Beispiel!

Was das ist?

Diese seite nennt man Patreon.

Patreon ist eine Seite in welcher ich um Geld bitte von Menschen die meine Arbeit und mich persönlich kennen. Ich mache das alles schon seit über 8 Jahren.

Ich habe alles immer wieder umgeschmissen.

Ich habe um Geld bei so vielen gebettelt. und schulden aufgenommen.

Da ich an mich und meinen Traum glaube.

Wenn niemand an dich glaubt, glaube noch an dich ♥

Und das tue ich hiermit.

Es ist nicht dein Weg, doch es ist meiner.

Wenn du das tun würdest, würdest du mir einen persönlichen Großen gefallen tun. Ich versuche es so freundlich und persönlich wie möglich zu halten.


Danke dir für deine Unterstützung ♥

Bei fragen, immer her damit!

Bis bald, deine



you gotta stay strong and not show that you are weak

You gotta stay strong and not show that you are weak.

you are not allowed to cry in public, because tears are weak.

tears a way of manipulation. you manipulate everyone when you cry. you are a cry baby.

you are not allowed to scream, because you have to talk like an adult.

i will not listen to you when you scream.

i will not listen to you when you scream even louder.

it is your own fault that you are like that.

I will not let you scream at me, because i took care of you, when you were a baby. i hold you in my arms, when you were a baby and your mom was in another hospital.

YOU MUST RESPECT ME, because I am your father.

I do respect and love you, dad. BUT YOU GOTTA LISTEN TO ME AND RESPECT ME too.


A free poem from Anna-Maria (Vaderyale94) written on the 14.02,2020


My number ONE reason WHY I love ZDoggMD? Click this link :)

Hey you!

I don´t know if you know me.

but maybe you know him?

ZDoggMD is like the coolest guy on earth!

I Thank him for his videos!


Yours truly,

Click here 🙂

Why am I your biggest cheerleader?

Hey you!
Welcome back,
Anna-Maria writing here! 🙂

Today is just another day. Today is the 12th of February 2020 and I just google stuff and sit here in my new flat.

As I am googling around, I sometimes people I know. Today I googled a few of my family members. and gosh, I AM SO PROUD OF MY FAMILY.

Like seriously, I love my family so much and can not believe what each of them accomplished so far!

I know I should be proud just of myself, but why not be proud of your family too?
As said in german #supportistkeinmord . Support doesnt kill you, but lifts you heigher! In my opinion!

So if you need someone to be your cheerleader, i love to be it 😀
I always try to be supportive and be cheerful!

See you soon!

Yours always,
Anna-Maria with Paula in my heart and Vaderyale94 in my brain 😉 cropped-img_5717-bearbeitet-mit-schriftzug-am-26-04-2018

Hello and welcome! :)

Hello you!
Welcome to Vaderyale94!

This site is made by Anna-Maria C. .
The following text I copied from my patreon pageand will edit it a little bit, so you have a picture who this Anna chick is and why it might be cool to follow me!

Who is this Vaderyale94 anyway, why should i follow her, if she is not giving me something, that i could need it…

Hey, totally understandable 🙂

For your Information, what i would love to do with my Internet Name Vaderyale94 or already do.

Vaderyale94 is since I dont know 2008 or so, my name on the Internet. 🙂 It all started in Youtube. I have had a billion more names, but this is one the few on the internet i will always stick to.
My real name is Anna-Maria C.
I am studying to be a nurse in Germany.

I have ADHD.

I have had the diagnosis of Depression since 2013.
I got my A-Levels in Germany, even though I have these diagnosis‘  I just wrote about.
I have a Boyfriend, I am 25 years old (Will be 26 in May 2020) and my goal for this year is to get my exam in nursing in Germany and after that travel through europe, how and why and what, you will find out while i am buidling this site and myself :). I have billion ideas and some friends already know what i want to do. but everyday something new comes in my mind. I just need to write it down in my BuJo :D.

Vaderyale94 actually describes my life, how it went and how it goes. And is for me a way of coping with my every day struggles in the internet world. I don’t to want tobe embarrassing, i just want to be my honest and truest self.

If you like honesty, and want to follow the world of a girl being 25 and still figuring herself out, this is the name you are looking for. Honesty and being there for others are for me values that are the most important.
I grew up in a house full of polish people, the people from poland (or any eastern european country) are like the nicest people on the earth, love food and love to spoil their families, friends and everyone with food and everything else. We are people pleasers but super harsh and super honest and always talking (seems a bit aggressive to people).
Well actually right now I just described myself :D.
Just a little introduction.
I don’t want to get money from people yet, when i am not doing anything for them. Even though it seems like it, when you put up a patreon. i am just doing it for the future. When I have a clearer picture, what i can do in the internet, as a trained nurse 🙂 with all my hobbies etc. 🙂

Have a lovely day, anywhere you are!
Bye Bye,
yours Always,

Anna-Maria (Vaderyale94)

I think that is enough for now 🙂
See you soon,
yours Always
Anna-Maria C. (Vaderyale94) (editied on the 12th of February 2020)

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